I recently had a wonderful new discovery that might be of interest to my fellow wombtwin world survivors.
I was feeling especially sad and vulnerable two weeks ago. I had a strong pull to be with my twin sister Joy. Our birthday is coming up soon, August 27, so I feel more acutley aware of the loss of not having her with me on earth this time of year.
In a conversation with my best friend on earth, I found myself discussing that I might want to go camping. SO TOTALLY NOT MY THING! I hate bugs and sweating and getting dirty and no hairdryers! I have never enjoyed camping and have tried several times without success. What was revealed in the conversation with my friend is that the camping is not about CAMPING it is about the desire to be in a TENT. AHA !
I spent the whole rest of that day shopping for a wonderul princess tent large enough for me as a adult. It is beautiful and easily assembles and comes back down.
What I discovered is that being within the convines of the tent is the closest thing I can do on earth to replicate the place (the womb) where Joy and I spent all of our time. I LOVE BEING IN MY TENT now.
My tent is my special place where Joy and I feel the most at home. We can color or read or sleep or do whatever we want together. I find great comfort in what I now fondly call TENT TIMES WITH MY TWIN SISTER JOY.
I would love to know if this resonates with any of the rest of you?
Many blessings to all
Josephine Ludwig
St. Louis, MO USA
Wombtwin Survivor
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